Juz emotions taking me over

Today is indeed a HAPPY DAY! So many good things happened today. Just bought Yu Heng’s album after listening to one of her song in the ktv session mentioned here. Now I am listening this song, Happy Day. Reminds me of my day today, so I shall share here.

Watched the vampire show last night. Slept at 1.40am and I was worried that I will be waking up with no energy (as usual on Mondays) and late. So I prayed and asked for that energy. Woke up at 6.40am, very energetic n ready to go, wow..long time never experienced that kind of freshness. Haha..feels weird. But Thank you, Lord! I know this kind of freshness is from you, coz I will be sleepy and tired after so few hrs of sleep.

So, all perked up n ready, went for work as usual. On the way, heard the good news I’ve been waiting for since May. David Tao’s concert is in Nov! He’s coming!!!! Yeah Yeah Yeah…happi..happi..happi!!! I wish I could tell everyone I met that he is coming, haha..stifling my excited screams of joy at this long awaited news.

One good thing after another, I even caught my company bus at 7.50am. Usually they left by 7.45am. So..was I glad to see the bus! Finally no need to take cab for once. What a wonderful wonderful HAPPY DAY! J

Yup, must record this down so that I can remember this in future! To protect the people involved, only their initials are used. Hehe…ok, here it goes…

Yesterday, went to ktv with my David Tao’s FC frenz. Someone went to the Ladies and came back screaming that there was someone who sang "Airport at 10.30" (david’s song) in the hall, looked like him n sounded like him. All of us screamed and bolted out, to watch. Unfortunately, the song just ended.

Feeling a bit disappointed, "E" & "S" decided they want to tell the guy he sang well. So, made me write a note. In jest, I hurriedly wrote down E’s name at the end as she seem quite infatuated hehe….I ran out with "B" to pass the note to the guy and left "E" protesting. (Hey E, we know you are feeling very happy inside, ok?)

After a while, I just couldn’t resist having a little fun. I ask B to go with me to invite the guy over to our room. He agreed to come & one of his frenz came along too. E was in the Ladies when we went to the room, so B & I went to bring her back telling her that the guy refused to come. Haha…so she followed us & when she opened the door, guess what? She screamed & ran out all the way to the Ladies to hide. hahaha….

We dragged her back & asked him to sing "Love is Simple" (E’s fav David song). He requested for the concert version & sang like he is a professional (with all the Oohs & Ahs & Woah..)n we all got a bit of shock, coz he sounded more like Ah Du then David. Unanimously, we didn’t make him sing anymore David’s song. Haha… He introduced himself as "F" and his fren "K". Then K volunteered to sing Jay’s song & WOAH…he sounded so much like him! After a couple of songs, enjoying all the screams & appreciation, they went back to their frenz.

We laughed over the whole thing & continued singing. Then K decided to pop in again. Haha…later most of the gals commented that he must have loved the attention & adoration we showered on him haha… Anyway, this time, he did a superb rendition of "Shuang Jie Gun" complete with rap & we asked him to sing "Roof" with one of us. G sang the first half & while K was singing, I asked G to move closer to him so we can take photos. Haha…she immediately sat nearer. He left after the song. E suddenly commented how they behaved like hostesses, the way they come in & go out. Haha…funny..

After the session, we went for dinner & laughed abt the whole thing. All of us voted for our fav guy of the session, which went to K instead, coz he really sang like Jay & was cute and better looking than F. Only E voted for F. Haha..so now we both know that our taste is different, we can be sure we will not fight over guys hahaha….

I must admit, this is the craziest thing I’ve ever done. Wonder if any of my other grps of frenz will believe me if I said I did these..

Ah Dor, now I must call u Mrs Wong. Hehe..okie, so after Dor’s ROM yesterday, she officially became the 1st among the close frenz I have to get married. Hai…makes me feel old already..

So happy that she got married happily and I hope they live happily ever after. It was a simple yet beautiful affair at Amara. Tried drinking 5% alcohol champagne and ok, it was not so bad as my 1st experience where I swear off drinking permanently. Was feeling extremely bubbly and good after dat.

Ha.. Later at nite, we went to Cosy Bay to continue the celebrations, I ordered fruit juice but couldn’t resist trying a bit of the 3 diff flavors of the 5% alcohol drink she treated us to. Someone called it the bat drink, coz there was a bat logo. Can’t remember the name no matter how much I try, coz I didnt really note it in memory. Think it was Bacardi or something else.. The drink was good too! Jac commented I was not my usual self, I think I was a bit overdosed by the alcohol even though it was just a teeny bit. Maybe the alcohol got to me and made me a little crazy in a happy way..esp when you are with frens celebrating happy stuff. Hahaha….i like the warm fuzzy feeling in the throat in the aftermath, warms the heart too..  🙂   🙂

Surprised to see Ailing with Alex at Cosy Bay..haven’t seen her since sec school, that must be like 9 yrs already…wah…that’s a long long time. Jac said we used to call her Pan Ling Ling the 2nd coz she looks like her a lot. Big eyes, small faced and porcelain white skin.

Okie, gotta go meet my David Tao FC ppl now for ktv..running late already..

These 3 words struck me today on my way to work (in the MRT) after I prayed and asked God to give me a word today. My whole journey thots just hanged on them. I came up with the following as I continued pondering in my office..maybe it will become a new song of my heart..

If You Will

If you will, heal me of my pain

If you will, restore my joy again

Lord if you will, let me see Your face

Let me live in the glory of Your Grace

If you will, then take me in your arms

If you will, just call me your loved one

Lord if you will, forgive all that I’ve done

Lord, mend my broken spirit with Your touch

No longer do I want to pray,

That faithless prayer I used to say

Lord you said I’d get all I claim,

So long as I ask in Jesus’ name

So give me this and get me that,

Make me happy, my heavenly dad

From this moment, just let me say,

This prayer of faith I want to pray

Lord let me live not a life in vain,

Nor find my joy in worldly gains

Not my will but yours be done,

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done

Lord in your Word, you taught me thus

Help me live my life as such

I feel so empty. For some strange reason, I have been thinking about the areas of my life. Maybe it is just age. You know how they make people do the strangest things. Haha.. Ok, no digressing here..hmm..I just feel that I have been occupying the voids in my life with numerous activities in order to ignore the existence of the voids. What am I doing? I ask myself. Why am I doing all these? How much longer am I gonna keep up with these activities that are slowly draining me to just living a meaningless life as such? I feel so helpless.. meaningless..just so meaningless..

Psalm 121: A song of ascents.

1 I lift up my eyes to the hills— where does my help come from? 2 My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth. 3 He will not let your foot slip— he who watches over you will not slumber; 4 indeed, he who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep. 5 The LORD watches over you— the LORD is your shade at your right hand; 6 the sun will not harm you by day, nor the moon by night. 7 The LORD will keep you from all harm— he will watch over your life; 8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going both now and forevermore.

Father Lord,

I want to claim these verses of promise, that You O Lord, Maker of heaven and earth and all that is in it, You who loves me for who I am, regardless of my inequities, You watch over me for eternity. Be my help in times of need, show me the way and be my light and guide in this time of confusion and darkness. Lead me out of this valley and be what you have purposed me in this life.

O Lord, restore the joy and life I once had in You. Bring me to a fellowship that shines for you that I may do likewise. Fill my spirit that longs for Your sweet presence and acceptance, my spirit who groans from the ache of the voids that were once filled with You. Remove the weeds of sin that have grown and entangled me and wearied me down from all that struggling to break free without Your strength. Help me find my rest in You, whose yoke is light.

In Jesus, most precious name

Amen