Juz emotions taking me over

What does freedom in Christ mean to you? Was reading a book on the bus and I wondered about what that meant. I think my immediate thought says it means you are free from Sin. I didn’t explore further whenever I thought about this in the past.
However, came across a small part of a book [...]

Been a while since I wrote. I figured that there was nothing worth blogging over. Oh well, shall update about some ups and downs. A very important update here: A very prophetic minister of the Lord came to the church and boy..she was really filled with the Spirit. She told me that the devil had [...]

It’s my 2nd visit to the church today. Indeed, it has changed. The church I used to attend, closed down due to many issues, mainly to do with the leadership. But the church’s youth group was growing at a steady rate during that time. The adult fellowship was dispersed to many churches. But the youths [...]

I just have to share this testimony here!!
Background:
For the past week, I’ve suddenly got my nerve pain back from the slip disc on the other side of my body. I suspect it was due to the back massager I used. So it was back to physio and this time it is not covered by the [...]

我曾说过，谁对我好，我会对他更好。谁对我怀，我会双倍奉还。这就是我对人的态度。在我的FB上也是这么写着。最近正在筹备我的生日派对，邀请了好多人，其中包括。。。他。
我看到了email notification, 犹豫了一会儿，他写了什么？会不会来？结果，他拒绝了。因为他还在中国，无法参与。可是，却很贴心的在FB留了祝福的msg. 天啊！你能不能别对我这么残忍？你对我的好，让我想对你更好。这样不是回到square 1?
我已经决心。。。放了。你这样的举动，会让我的决心动摇，难道你不知道吗？我想如果你像别人一样，就选择“不去”，不就成了？还写那么贴心的话。。。
别再对我好，能吗？
我，困惑。

I absolutely ABHOR the thought of making promises I do not keep, so I don’t make empty promises. When I make a promise, it’s the REAL DEAL. So, the least I ask of a friend, is to give me THAT RESPECT and if you make me a promise you keep it. Simple as that.
Some people [...]

M: Dear Lord, it hurts. Please help me to learn to let go and be healed.
G: Very well, give it to Me.
M: OK. Here you go.
G: My child, you’re still holding onto it.
M: No..see..I put it in Your hands already. You have it.
G: Yes you did. I have it, but you’re still holding onto it.
M: [...]

Didn’t know a search for the word “heartbreak” can lead this find.
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The heart is the only broken instrument that works. ~T.E. Kalem
God can heal a broken heart, but He has to have all the pieces. ~Author Unknown
What is the opposite of two? A lonely me, a lonely you. ~Richard Wilbur
Giving up doesn’t always mean you [...]

Chanced upon this song in KTV on Sat. Been trying to drill it into me..
范玮琪 ~ 没那么爱他

你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
便有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框
我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯 还是爱
不放心 还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下
深呼吸 抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界 那么大
幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道 不会是他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

He’s not appeared on FB since that last short unfinished conversation..as for me, despite all the talk about letting go..it’s difficult..like an addiction…a rather unhealthy one..psychologically. I could only describe these times of waiting..like withdrawal symptoms? Haa..Keep going online in FB to try if he is there..but he is not, and I end up disappointed [...]