Juz emotions taking me over

M: Dear Lord, it hurts. Please help me to learn to let go and be healed.
G: Very well, give it to Me.
M: OK. Here you go.
G: My child, you’re still holding onto it.
M: No..see..I put it in Your hands already. You have it.
G: Yes you did. I have it, but you’re still holding onto it.
M: [...]

Didn’t know a search for the word “heartbreak” can lead this find.
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The heart is the only broken instrument that works. ~T.E. Kalem
God can heal a broken heart, but He has to have all the pieces. ~Author Unknown
What is the opposite of two? A lonely me, a lonely you. ~Richard Wilbur
Giving up doesn’t always mean you [...]

Chanced upon this song in KTV on Sat. Been trying to drill it into me..
范玮琪 ~ 没那么爱他

你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
便有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框
我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯 还是爱
不放心 还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下
深呼吸 抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界 那么大
幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道 不会是他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

He’s not appeared on FB since that last short unfinished conversation..as for me, despite all the talk about letting go..it’s difficult..like an addiction…a rather unhealthy one..psychologically. I could only describe these times of waiting..like withdrawal symptoms? Haa..Keep going online in FB to try if he is there..but he is not, and I end up disappointed [...]

Update 1: Yah..so I finally had the guts to followup on my curiosity..put it in my title to ask to continue the conversation, and of course, I didn’t explicitly say his name..ppl are curious. Haha..
Update 2: The job application was rejected by the govt refusal to grant the permit..so..he’s not the One! Pardon my excitement..my [...]

Yesterday..was asked to work OT but didn’t know when it would end. Was suppose to wait for a team to do something, email me, then I finish up and then client finish up. Client was waiting at their end, so I couldn’t leave.
So I was in the office alone and feeling damn scared, it’s [...]

Performed By Vanessa Hudgens (High School Musical 1) 
It’s funny when you find yourself looking from the outside.
I’m standing here but all I want, is to be over there.
Why did I let myself believe miracles could happen?
Coz now I have to pretend, that I don’t really care.
 
I thought you were my fairytale, a [...]

Dear Lord..
Somehow..I just know..that I will survive this heartache, because I feel you are holding my broken heart together at this moment..You  promised to be my Protector.
Somehow..I just know..that I will survive this pain and hurt, because I am hurting, I am definitely not dying inside me..You  promised to be my Healer.
Somehow..I just know..that I [...]

Few years ago..I ask God..show me the One. He gave me a dream, in it, was a man called Ken..and he’s a Malaysian. I didn’t know anyone by that name let alone, fulfilling both..
Today..my colleague was talking to HR..a new guy called Ken maybe joining us..and he’s a malaysian..it caught my attention..err…
Something’s brewing..my dear Lord..I [...]

Just felt like sharing something. Past week has been an emotional rollercoaster of sorts, especially Sunday. Not gonna talk about that, but just on the topic mentioned.
It’s been a subconscious habit of mine to have to hold on to something when I ride the public transport, it gave a sense of security I think. [...]